:-( tearful monday :-(

goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate this feeling really, why why why why why why why thousand of WHy's! why is it happening to me, as much a s i want i dont like to feel this way.....i feel soooooo UPSET abt wht happen again! "IM EXPECTING SOMETHING BUT IT TURNS INTO NOTHING grrhhhhhhhhhhh..im doing my very very very very best on my work, i work hard but what happen....its really bullshit!!!!!!

im not acting so weird but this is me...i feel this way now, its MONDAY, first day of the week but not good anymore..im doing good as much as possible but the thing is i dont know.....they are not fix, i cant accept there explanations!!!!!!!!!! i cried and cried and cried, no one hear me crying this afternoon, im hoping someone is there for me try to comfort me but huh NOTHING... i have a terrible head ache now, my eyes is swelling and i have a heavy fellings to my employer..! i dont know if someone understnd wht is my situation right now! i need someone to cry on now and to burst out my anger...!