time to heal

im sure sooner or later i can forget Mr C. time will tell, but i really criead to think that he is far from me totally,its really hard for me, now i realized but i think its okay so that i can totally move on, i hope! he best thing i can do is i have to give my self a chance to love somebody and to entertain my tutors (bwahahahah) maybe this time i have to be serious with them, there is one guy that my freind introduce me just this week he is from panama, latin american..he is very vocal to his feeling towards me, well he is nice looking guy and very serious and he is so very professional..honestly im on the process of knowing him, maybe ill try this one..i hope so...! he is planning already to go here..! i hope!

well i want to be happy this time to someone that is willing to love me as me..! no hesitations and no doubts! thnks for my ex for loving me, maybe i did not feel tht really but as you said u love me..in some ways even if sometimes i like childish with you...thnks for sharing ur life to me.! good luck to your new journey..!